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baycitystygian · 13 days ago

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promising myself that if I send in five job applications or more in the next 24 hours I can give myself a little treat (an 8x10 of paulie I saw on eBay that made me downright critically DEHYDRATED for that man)

#do we think I can do it?#I've got one already that I want to apply for but I haven't yet because Laptop #unfortunately I need to find a new job in a new fucking city that I don't necessarily choose but I'm hoping I can make a great new start-#outta this. but jesus in this job market my anxiety is turbo charged #for someone that is Aggressively Mid at pretty much everything I touch I'm shitting BRICKS #on the bright side I can consider myself a jack of all trades; master of none #so like. that's handy I guess? that's basically what being a PA is. you just do whatever needs to be done #but you never do specific things on a regular enough basis to be like Oh I Fuckin Got This #except floor directing. floor directing my BELOVEDDDDDD #you'll have to pry it out of my cold dead hands. gimme the late nights free flowing coffee and summoning cheerleader energy out of nowhere #and im in my fuckin ELEMENT. bitch you better believe I make sure my talent knows what needs to happen and when it needs to happen!!!!#I have never been good at being social for a day in my life but. put me in an environment I am at home in with majority people I'm-#-comfortable with and I turn into a fuckin social BUTTERFLY #I have at least one mutual here that's a witness. I swear on my life. something in me changes when it's five minutes to studio

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